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::- TO BUY HAPPINESS -::

Somd called it fantasy, Some thought fiction, And many said its incredible. I have heard world sing, And sing it often, To buy happiness is only impossible. I bought happiness, Yes, I bought happiness, And bought it from the poorest man, Who sits in the corner of bus stand, A pleasure, It was such an easy hand. Happiness is real cheap, Its in the moment you spared For strangers' laughter, In the food With hungry you shared. And then at the end, When purchase was done, I thought I made quite large a contribution, And thought am real humanatarian, Alas! I was wrong... For I remember, Ever since am born, I have received, And have received a lot Of smiles from the fellow strangers, And the help a numerous times From unknown passers, And Now, My dear, I was making only a return. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

::- LOVE AND REPLACEMENT -::

Why you? and why not others? I thought of it long, For I have some in view, Who are more fairer, And much lovelier to you, who wave me often, And see deep my eye, And try to still me from you. Seldom do I pay eye, Scarce do I feel, To love and be loved by None but you. I thought it long back, We are made for each other, For you are the one, Who thought the same I thought, And picked the same thing From the bunch of lot. I thought, It was this compatibility That brought and keeps us close, Untill now, When the secret disclosed. Now I know, And am sure of it, It could be anyone else actually, Its no made in heaven thing, You could be replaced, Yes, replaced by someone, Who could keep hunger of my laughter, Who could stand by me, Shielding me from approaching tears, And my childish fears, And the one who could dream of being mine And mine alone, Will be welcome, And will suffice. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

::- A Mosquito -::

Fed up by the nuisance Of this two winged creature, I sat wearily still, Listening its beeeeeee... and bonnnn... Wishing to hear a tune, And to eye some dance, Something I had never done before, I thought there is chance. It beeeed and bonggged, In the centre of my ear for long, And then encircled me Endless times, Unless it felt need to suck Some fluid of me, Revitaling it To encircle me again, And to cheer me up With its beeeeee and booooon.. It beeeeed and beeeeed And then dissapeared, In the vaccuum of second, I thought it gone away then, Though it was away for a moment, I felt free, And smiled plased with me for my patience, Untill I saw it come back in the throng, Enough to teach me, I was wrong, To make this insect an observation, To find for life in the investigation. Thats why, I picked Two sheets of cardboards, And began smashing them, To give them their insignificant end. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

::- Do not Love me -::

I always know You are lying Whenever you do, Still I listen every time And listen honestly, When you say you don't love me, And Am only a friend You share with and care for, To create illusion you please. And I say myself the same Everytime I think of you, And when I feel you beneath, That you are a friend, Only a friend. And I begin to believe The lie you always speak, For that makes you happy, And thats what really matters to me. I am pleased, You don't love, And listen me my dear, Do not love me ever. For I can't really love, You will be hurt And hurt forever, And, hurting you is Something I won't do ever. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

-:: BACK TO YOU ::-

I am not as half good as you think, None of your kind, Amidst a ruffian I am, More or less, I think. Still you say, It does not matter. Thats when I shatter, For I know, I am not the half you consider. 'You do not know yourself What You are' You tell me, 'But I know You And know your your heart'. Thats when I start, To think again of me, Of everything you say I have. And I find none diffrent, no new, To make me come back again, Back to you. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

::- to say goodbye -::

Only to soothe myself I thought you don't love me, Yet I know like many others, You do. For I know One day we will be apart forever Never to hear, Never to see each other. For I really do Want you to go away now, So much that you wont Think of me the next moment, Never wishing to see me ever. I don't want love, For I don't really deserve, To be cherished incredulously To be loved to heart. Still it's no late, We can still be strangers, Still its time my dear, Lets go away forever. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

::- Forbidden love -::

Some named me enchanted ; Some called desporate. Hard I tried to go away from you then, I wanted to separate. And that's when I knew ; I can't separate me From you. It's tedious indeed To try going away, To listen world speak With diffrent name everytime;everyday. And still wishing to see you On closing eyes everynight. And on parting lashes at dawn. Sometimes I think its love That makes me do it, Sometimes I think its Simply a habit. And then, I try again To go away, To live you behind Alone in your world. But I simply cant do This simple thing, Of thinking of myself alone And to stop loving you, And then love myself alone. It took time, A long time to make me know There's no way Than to love you And keep loving you As long as I can. Its my love afterall, Forbidden though. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

$$ ~ BEING INSANE ~ $$

Can you be truly insane? Can you? So much that you won't cry Looking into your fathers wet eye. And will bid farewell with token of smile When your most beloved one Will say final goodbye. Can you smile with pals When sure you are Of breaking of birth relation, And can you smile still When not blood Flows in you tension. Can you ? If you can; Be my mentor. Teach me to laugh loud Forgetting every fear, And to speak truth without stutter. And above anything Teach me one thing, Not to think of the distant land I have forbidden long And live where I am With full attention. By- Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

:: - I see love - ::

I was wrong And was wrong indeed To link love to lust, To the beuty of skin, And the need. For love really is liberty Of assumption, Of barriers, And of limits of the world. For I see love, Yes, I see love Clear like the pole star, In the shine of her eyes, In the whisper of my name, And in the warmth of her palm, Passing with her touch. For I don't really see beauty, Standing infront of mirror, Amidst handsome pals, And found in me numerous error. Here I am Residing in her heart, Smiling with a throb. There I live free Of assumption, Of worries, And of fear of loss. For I see love there, Clear like a pole star, Free of lust, Of beauty of skin, And of any need, I see it clear and still. And you ? -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

:: - Of the Skin - ::

Its of the skin I am speaking; Of lust, Less of love; And lesser still of heart, emotions and feeling. For Your skin is Something so mesmarizing; I touch it and am lost; Drowning me within. Your skin. Nothing else. Its of lust I am speaking, Of your skin, That drowns me within; Its something no new to me, I have felt it before, A numerous times ; Of diffrent skins, Increasing each time, Of varying intensities. Its of the impulse am speaking, With the first touch Of Your skin; Drowning me within, Never letting me out, To touch other skin, To try feeling something ; Though I thought You least arresting. Still its something, Of diffrent aroma, And of mesmarizing, You know what am speaking, Do you? By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

::- To be Loved -::

Do you know how it feels When you are hated, To be there Where you are thought unwanted ? Do you? I do. I have felt it, And have felt so strong A hatred That my heart got numb. And an anger, Making me dumb. I have felt it. And have felt it strong. To be hated, Is so evil, You are showered with hatred Though you are best civil. Be it a quest or not, You want to try, And hard again, You are loved untill. Hard I tried, To be loved, Why, I didn't understand. And when it's over I laughed, It was one hate I could not stand. I was born though, In the loving land. Strange it was indeed, To try being loved, To laugh to remove grin, The feeling I did never concern. It's then I learnt, The need to be loved. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

::- SOMEONE -::

I need someone, I truly do. Anyone can take this place, I just need someone. Anyone would suffice. My heart has got heavy, I need him to speak with. I want to ease up with him, And to laugh with. And above all, In the silence of my place, I want someone to seat with. I just need someone, Anyone would suffice. I need someone who could listen and not just speak, Who could giggle aloud carelessly, And smile at the descending rains, Who could pat my head on dull evenings, And tell me when to sleep. I just need someone, Anyone would suffice. I am normal, I want him to be normal. Not so adamant, not weak, Who has heart that feels, And the hands ready to give away smiles. I just need someone, And anyone would suffice. I am searching still, Still I have found none, I found some superior, full of self. And still some needing someone on their behalf. But still I have not found that one normal, Who can smile carelessly, And who can give away more easily