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:: DUSTBIN ::

In the corner of my place I kept a dustbin. A dustbin, To keep my place clean. But it was there in the corner Holding what I desliked, Reminding me, though unseen Dust is there. I threw it away then, Felt peace at my true shiny place, Thought durt was over, And the next dawn I found more. Its amusing indeed, How simply settles dust, How rots eatable, metals rust. And, amusing still is the way to clean, Need to clean time and again, And again the next dawn, You cant be mean. See, my dear, there's a dustbin, Thats where lies the secret of smile, In the corner of your heart, Go. Peep into it for a while. Empty it, If you find it filled. And, if its empty still, Its time for you to take a broom, And begin to clean. Through in it your pain and weary thoughts, And dump them away in distant terrain. And do it again, And again still Before you sleep every night, And when you wake at dawn. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

::- WHY ::-

Why? Times and again I asked, I am asking still, Still I don't learn Why it happened? It just happened, I could not control. I stood dumbstruk eyeing it, Every nightfall I see it happen. I seldom sleep, Seldom do smile. Dark feels me lung, I run, I hide, As long I could, Still I run, Untill am fed of haunting. Then I stopped one day, To eye my foe, And puzzled I saw none, I was running long though. I took a breath then, And then I knew. The dark had passed long back, I ran from none. The fear was gone then, I stopped to breath still, I had nothing to fear now, But me. -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

:: ILLUSION ::

I woke to see lights peeping throgh, I thought it was dawn, I walked out throwing away sleep; Alas, I was wrong. I was awake, Could not go put myself back, Though only moonlight it was, I moved as if it was daybreak stark. I wanted go walk in sun now, So long I had slept in dark. It was night I saw with naked eye, I wanted to bath in sun. I saw me sink in trance, I saw daylight break infront. Amused, I was living to wish, Soon believed it true. Alas,so bright be night Cant be clear to daylight. Hard you can fight To prove your illusion right. Its still an illusion, An illusion. My illusion. It took time before I knew, It was Only illusion I nourished, To run in park, To hide from dark. It was illusion still. An illusion. My illusion. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

-:: DREAM IS A HOPE ::-

There's a lake in the distant land, Small, soked in harmony, A peaceful land. Away from speed and cries, And dust and pain. I want to go there, To see sun dawn on the foggy screen, To see creeper climb the tree, To see drop descending leaf. Its a new hope, I want to be there. To see the sight, I dreamed it only forthnight. What if there's nothing, And only a dream it was, I fear. Wishing to be there where no one had been, Its my dream afterall, My dream. In despair it can't fail. I swear. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

-:: STILL I MISS YOU ::-

Sometimes while missing you, What I am missing I really do not understand. Then I miss you even more Untill my head runs blank. Still I miss You. Sometimes your smile, Sometimes your voice, But when alone You are the choice. Then I think, Maybe thats why I love you. To feel comfort at heart, And smile at your thought. I tug at your hand all day long, And miss You still when we part. I miss you not only at smile, miss you when I weep, And still miss missing you When I sleep. Never I am sure why I miss You, And why am in love. But I love to miss You And want to miss forever. I miss you so That I miss myself sometimes. Lost in your thoughts, Lose grip on myself sometimes, Sometimes face loss, Sometimes it hurts. But, Still I miss you, And miss missing you When I sleep -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

YOU ARE DIFFERENT

In the rapt admiration you were, Listening me speak, Wishing to listen forever. I kept on speaking, A bit wise I am, I started thinking. And to tell you more, I ran through reading. 'I know a lot' Seldom did I thought, You listened me for years, The things I sought. Once I did think of you darling, Who wanted to listen Me speaking. Then I asked, why? Why so diffrent you are? world cries to speak, And listener you are. 'Now or later', she spoke 'A blow fate will make, Perish we will, perish our worlds, Then, in silence of sepulchre I will listen your words. Don't ask now, why? I can't say in words. Why it is? I hope you know.' And I Knew. I knew, why? Why You listened? I speak. -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

-:: TO SLEEP ::-

There are many Who can sleep, And sleep whole days and nights long. Who can yawn after meals, And not wake to see dawn. But, I can't. I can't sleep. How cool they seem, How carefree, Faces devour peace, Limbs thrown at liberty, I see them sleep; feeling jealousy,Feeling lost. But still, I can't. I can't sleep. It is not that so busy I am, Not I am sick. Only a little lonely, Who couldn't speak, Who can't forget past, I am that weak. So weary it is, To see pals smile, From that lonely pile, To see them cry, When you failled each try. The silence is enough already, Enough is pain. I want to speak now, Want to clear the stagnant thought, Want to weep once, Want to ease my heart. In peace I want to take a shower. I want to sleep now, Better late than never. -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

-:: SORRY ::-

So, sorry you are. Sorry you hurt me. Don't you? Sorry I too am dear me. Sorry, You really did not understand. Voices I heard all those days, I cried in pain. It was You, They perished you came when. It was you always, Always you. Don't you know? It was then, Me temple burst of stress, It soothed to peace dear me, You came when. I cried now too, In peace of affection. And still you are sorry, Don't you? Think, you really hurt, Hurt my heart. It's simply not possible Dear Me, Not possible you ever hurting me. If ever hurt I am, Its I wont understand when. I'll be sorry then. -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

-:: I Know ::-

I know, You are thinking of me, When you do not want, Weary is your thought. I know, You want to speak with me, to tell how you are, And you do not find words. Helpless You are. I know, Feelings have got numb now, You cannot see clear whats infront;Feeling lost, Frightened you are. I know My Dear,Why it is, Thinking of me to be perfect To listen you speak To soothe your heart, To say in love you are. Do know this my dear, I too am in the same fix, Have got things to say, Want to listen you speak And, my dear, Do not think its love, It's addicted we are. I know. Trust me. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

-:: WHY ::-

Now, I think, its clear, Why didn't I see You O'dear? Why dreamed of You waking, Why tempted You to cheer? Why I smiled at pleasures thy, Why studied You, my dear, like a spy? Did you ever think Why? Away though, kept You nigh, Seeing the full moon sky. Did You really ever think? Why? Did You? Think now My dear,If not earlier, Think. not just give a thought, Think not only of why, Think why not. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

-:: THE TREE OF SUCCESS ::-

The tree of success is there, On the other side of stream. I stood there on bank, Listening the sound at extreme. 'never I would make' in the first step I felt, 'But will cross; can't see me Failled'. So less sure I was of it's speed, Slipped my feet, Nothing to hold in need. Again I looked to the tree, Subsided the fear,got my breath. I wanted to stop now, To feel the breeze on my chest. In the centre of stream, I wanted to rest. And I stopped, Losing aim to ease. Alas ! could not enjoy it to heart, In instant I found it seize. Life really is strange, It shows path, and tests at each step in exchange. But I can't stop. Can't lose the eye on tree. I can't stop. Not now. -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

--:: FEAR ::--

There, savouring the beauty of dusk, Knees deep in blue, At river-bank I sat, Motions seized, seized thoughts as peace grew. 'Snake !' I cried; harmless it was I knew, Retreated, across the sand we flew. Eloped to nothing as it came, Still to the harmless creature stones I threw. It was then what fear is I knew. Fear, My Dear, is no natural, No existance it has. A creation of temple, It's only in thoughts. Age I spent fighting the fright, Till the victory was outright. You control It;either It controls you. Once learnt Its secret O'dear, Learnt illusion It is; how futile, It has, then, no power on you. By-Vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

IS THIS 'LOVE' ?

Is this love ? I miss You all day long. Alone I walk in crowd, Feeling You along. I miss You all my time, And wish to miss You still. I spend days,Wishing night to fall when I meet You. And when I see You..there is chill. I whisper Your name O'dear, And feel You with me besides. I don't turn my gaze..I don't move. Fearing You would dissolve, I don't understand how. I really want O'dear, To love You, To Hold your hand when We walk. To save every word in heart when You talk. Puzzled I am now, Puzzled I awake nights long. Puzzled Your words I hear. Stirred my heart is,its no clear. What It is? Will You tell me My Dear? -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

O My Dear

Don't doubt me O'Dear, don't ask. You see me through..I know, Only see me masked. Be clear what I seek, Be clear me wish, Keep it in heart O'dear, Don't you speak. You miss me too..Dear I know, In loneliness with me You too speak. With me besides..keep It wrapped, Don't You show. O'dear, Flowing water is my heart, Clean though,hard it is to see through. Lets walk together now, Lets keep our pace. Learns heart often wrong in hurry, Lets wait. -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

Feeling 'SMART'

Such a easy thing it seemed, I felt so smart. My pal was wrong, I suggeated, falling pray to my heart. Not to late it was.. I felt sorry soon. Assault I faced, Cushed was my wish, Thrown my advice apart. Fool I was indeed, Indeed weak. To feel strong by suggesting, Feeling smart. So hurt I felt now,So flat. Residue stayed at base, evaporated feeling smart. Experiance gained after striking my head, Piercing my heart. Word be out when need be, Not at start. -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

You are Secret

Once fear there was, Once there was pain. I saw them vanish,as you came. Still they come meet me in dark, You were there in me heart,It was vain. Once in dilemma I was, once I found you lost. Once sank in past,I cried aghast. I will pour You out, With each tear I thought. Purified You are now instead, increased my love, how wrong I was. No matter how far You are O My Dear, No matter where You are. Need You are to me living now, With You in me,peace is there,smiles my heart. -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

THE LOVE SPARK

I thought of you my dear Tonight when I woke. In the silence of room, With you I spoke. You were not there to hear me, I always knew. I knew so well Wont you smile at me But I heard you knuckle; my love grew. Why My Dear so sweet you are Why caress me in dark Why I hear You in absence But I don't start. -- regards: Vinod Jadhav

My Faith Is You

Pleasure is to be with you, Joy it is to see the same standing besides. Don't hug me O'dear, Don't hold my hand in hand. Allow me to be with You where You stand. A step I take with You,it seems me a mile. Vouyage it feels when i return; Though it was a while. Hurt I am, You don't love me, Hurt You never saw my heart, Thats your smile O'dear, Still I am not broken apart. By-vinod -- regards: Vinod Jadhav